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P005 → Cursus Ex

When You Look At Me


Mixed Metrials, 2025

30 x 40 inches
Mixed Materils on Canvas
Exhibited at A Space Gallery
June 15 - June 29, 2025


This work explores the fluid dynamics between the self and its surroundings—other individuals, environments, and inner consciousness. By collaging fragments of personal memories and deliberately blurring the figure of the self, I question what emerges when one relinquishes dominance within a given context.

The surface is marked with erosion-like textures, suggesting a presence that never fully settles—never pristine, never whole. These worn traces reflect how identity shifts across different spaces, and how memories, like fragile surfaces, distort with each act of recollection.

The visual structure evokes the sensation of peering through a window, inviting viewers to observe without full access—mirroring the instability of perception. In this way, "me" becomes interchangeable: it could be anyone, anything—a dissolving subject between light and surface.








           




© Josh Chen 2025